I was something different than my parents,my family and my friends! Actually,much different. Their aims for me and my aims for myself and for them clashed many a times.
My teenage life was totally filled up with screamings,irritation,impatience,anxiety attacks,misfortunes and what to say more,just like a person going into the world of depression!
Going through all these situations but still smiling and laughing with my family was indeed my greatest strength. Crying without any reason was OK but how to make my eyes white normal from the red ones was really a great and difficult task. Forbading my doleful face when sitting in the living room in front of the television! Silently moving to my parents’ room to sleep when I used to have anxiety attacks at 2pm and lying with a reason that I was unable to sleep there in my room, the next morning was tough for me!They don’t know this till now because I was a great hider,concealer and a great lier with a PhD degree in lying!
Acting to sleep for the whole night but sleeping at 5 am when I should have waken up for studying and then receiving more scoldings by my parents used to mark the worst beginning of my day almost every day!
Depression was just killing me! And anxiety attacks were it’s sword! I had almost stopped laughing and smiling! But mentoring through someone helped me out!
But what helped me overcome from all these was a desire to do something,to do something bigger and greater! Life is all about desires and the most important ‘fulfilling the desires!’ Life kicks you and you have sudden pain but still you move forward not backwards! And some people suddenly come into your lives whom you don’t know but still they become our mentors! Just like this I met a writer who kicked me and pushed me forward! Loving our own self is important and accepting yourself is the most important!
Depression and anxiety attacks are like drugs, the more you have them! The more they have you in them! ~Deepika bhattad
The choice is yours – •To hang on the rope tied on the fan! Or To live in depression ! You are dead in both the situations! But there exist the third one too, finding a ray of hope amid black clouds! The choice is yours!!🖤
Readers, I’m writing a book too on this topic “Reaching Adulthood With Depression And Anxiety Attacks”
Thankyou readers!!! #stayconnected #miracleofwords #writersofyourquote #writerdeepika #overcomefromdepressionfastly